Complaint Review: first farmers financial corporation

carrie valentine called me after applying for a loans to do house reno's. she said approved and prom.sed me all i had to do was make three months of payments up front for security. i agreed made 608.28, then i would receive my loan for ten thousand. being the weekend decide to start the reno and paid the ten grand from personal money knowing that i had this coming as a back up.  monday went made payment no loan came within the two hours. i called back and she said be patient i waited the whole 24 hrs.  then called she said held up cause of some united states and canada tax law thing and costumes so i stupidly paid another 300 hundred. well money never came i kept all documentation money sent and all loans app with carrier signed from ceo joshua. then my reno didn't get done then had a bad break up cause fighting over my stupid trust in these monsters cause i gave out all my saving all my money i fell behind and lost my home. i have no home went into a depression lost my job and now have lost my daughter temporarily due to my depression. please help me get just what i gave these monsters back thank you andrea prince george bc canada