Print the value of index0
Gather.com RIPOFF DELETED EVERYTHING ABOUT FAMED, DYING AUTHOR INCLUDING HER BEAUTIFUL IMAGES AND WORDS LIKE A VIRUS THEY DELETED PURPOSELY ALL ABOUT HER AS WELL AS BANNED HER FROM SITE AND DENIED HER COMMUNICATIONS-ALL FOR NOTHING!! Boston Massachusetts
A week ago I decided to create an account at GATHER.COM, which is a wonderful and informative and interractive web site where all authors, as well as anyone else who enjoys good books, videos, etc. I took my time and wrote beautiful, glowing entries, which included personal information about my terminal illness, my books, but all said information was written as a form of testimony that was more like like an actual "tslking' session spent with a friend. Throughout this experience, I was enjoying myself considerably, as I finally submitted beautiful photos, or jpg's images, which were of myself giving a book signing while wearing my Doctor's robe, when I lay dying "happily" in a medical hospital receiving a blood transfusion, which number numerously, my books' covers, as well as articles about when I received my dream as a dying patient.
I met a wonderful fellow author with whom I took to right away, and we e mailed each other many times and share personal issues about ourselves and our books. Suddenly after a time, which spanned about four-six days later, I receive sever e mails which was just a form letter that was highly repetitive. It said that the CHIEF OF ESSENTIAL BOOKS has deleted or DECLINED all of my stricles, and excerpts from my books, which includes the most heart touching and beautiful, i.e. THE MILKWEED PROPHESY; EPITAPH OF THE APOCALPYSE, and DELL. Then the following day I received sever more e maials from them saying my IMAGES were DECLINED!
Through a very tearful telephone conversation with myself, meaning I left this message on a Goddamn machine, I told them what happened and there was absolutely no reason, as this is also what my fellow author expressed to me in pertenence to this overcredulpus situation that was getting harder and harder to believe.
In a prior conversation, I spoke with a kindly woman, which who's identity I want to keep protected, explained that some of the interns felt that my work wasn't what they wanted, and this kind of thing happens a lot, but she agreed that I had done absolutely nothing.
Well, today is another day, and after last night's telephone call message made by me, I received no return call. I told them in a follow up message, that I believe that they have many cards they aren't showing. Last evening I receive another e mail, but it was personal and was sent to me becausew I had been 'passed over," but I replied in the mail that I was not pased over-I WAS DELETED--"DELETED!!!!" They do not want me anywhere near their web siter and there is absolutely no reason as to why I should be omited completely form this site, as this is the only site ever to do such a thing. No one wants me, and they know I am a famed author with now to have out my eighth book.I spoke candidly and beautifully about courege and triumph through the glory of faith, but everyone else who is so called "terminal" can be seen, heard, and known, but NEVER, EVER, EVER ME!!! EVER, EVER!!! These IMAGES on this site were beautiful!-THEY TOUCHED EVERYONE WHO SAW THEM.
I threatened them with reporting to the Massachusetts Better Buisness Bureau if I did not hear a call or receive an e mail from them. They caused such a tremendous ache and hurt in my heart as a human being and nevermind a Leader. As said, I shared excerts of beautiful things which many individuals on the site werre continuously commenting, especially fellow authors. This was a real high, and especially concerning now where I have to receive in-fed treatments for the rest of my life, as I am dying of two terminal illness which claim no cure, but only the blood and bone marrow can the medical realm take a grip on that is only witholding the wondrous inevitable.
If anyone out there has been a victim of this incredulous place that SHOWS HATRED AND BIGOYTY on a FRE website that is for aEVERYBODY,(but me, as f**king usual), let me know.
Sincerely, Lama Ph. D H.H.
The Most Venerable Rimpoche/AUTHOR
also known as 'the dying author who speaks for the world.
Lama
Middleboro, Massachusetts
U.S.A.