Complaint Review: National Institute Of Mental Health

After being in Northern Virginia Mental Health Hospital where I was told I did not have any rights while the lady laughed at me, I was admitted against my will to this hospital. They weren't helping me. The NIMH was contacted and the Head Psychiatrist, a Mr. David Bigelow had me put in there after being courteous, and telling me that they could help me. This was in 1973 and I was in there for almost a year. While in NIMH I asked for a lawyer. One of their lawyers. He told me I had only 1/3 a chance of winning my case. Opinions of others mattered more than my life and rights. My health was endangered and I was put on large doses of stelazine. It cause me severe constipation. I did not know that you were to have regular bowel movements every so often. So, one night I noticed that my mind was leaving my body, as I screamed out: "Oh, My God, I'm dying!" Feces started pouring out of my body over and over again. A nurse came in and said:"Stop shitting on the bed, and threw me off the bed where I landed on my head unconscious. When I woke up I had already had a needle inserted in my vein. My psychiatrist, David Warren: not clear on his last name was the one who was taking the blood out of my arm.

Then, I was sick with a high fever for about two weeks. I don't recall even going to the bathroom.

Then, after being in there a long time, they had put me in a seclusion room when I had not done anything violent. I was crying and Mr. Bigelow came in and said he was releasing me.

After that, it didn't end. A series of events took place in my life. Many more hospitalizations from getting sick on the meds they gave me and saying that it was my illness or I was not complying with taking my meds. That is a lie!
Then, I found how this all can be used against you by others who think they are privy to your personal records or other things they know. I had a hard time finding work. I found that I was always getting jobs that only paid minimum wage.

I have been homeless 7 times due to the oppressive use of force of family involvement, police dragging me to the nearest hospital when I was no danger to anyone and only needed to go off the meds and have nutritional needs met. The psychiatrists see the results of what other psychiatrists have done and willingly take you on and automatically diagnose and drug you whether you are hungry, etc. I have come close to falling again due to being doped up. A nurse in a state hospital in Catonsville had to catch me saying that I needed to eat, and that I was skinny. Upset that this had been done to me.

Accusations from family members which mostly came from my sister and my mom's past informing these kooks about what I was about, and how she saw things.

I had a bad experience when I was fourteen, but was taken to a psychiatric hospital for this, instead of getting proper medical or nutritional care. I had mononucleoseis and it was treated as a mental disease. I was never diagnosed for this as it was treated as a mental disease. My doctor at the time was an Oswald V. Todd when I was fourteen.

I have had to deal with all that is in my past presently and have even been denied the right to have my SSI money after being used and ending up out in the streets. This happened about 1 1/2 years ago.

The NIMH thinks that they can use you as their guinea pig and try drugs on you that can kill you against your will! Sometimes, I believe out of sheer curiosity as a way to practice their arts, and sciences on unwilling, helpless victims.

They think that they are the law. It is called Mental Health law. Not the laws of the land that were put here to punish wrongdoers.

I realize this happened years ago, but it is not easy to hold them accountable for all they have done, and how it impacts your life later on. Because of them I have had arguments with a stubborn family, and lost the benefit of my health, my posessions, being exploited, examined, robbed out in the streets. They are not successful in helping most people. And certainly not me.

They know that we are put on Government assistance and how poor we are because of our so-called disability. Therefore they use their postion and wealth as a way to manipulate us and cause us alot of pain and inconvenience. I have called lawyer after lawyer and not one of them is willing to help me even though I have a case. Even recently, I have people who are bothering me and know certain things about me.

They know that there is such a thing as statutes of limitations and therefore what limits you can help them, as there seems to be little you can do about it.

I want some legal advice. I even have my church invading my privacy and showing disrespect for me as a person. And because these crooks know the laws better than I (Which law is that)? I frequently come up with a lack of evidence and other things. No conscience, no compassion, and no morals from what I have seen.

I could go on and on. Hope someone out there is humane and knowledgable enough to want to investigate this matter and help me. This case could open up the doors for others who have had their share of abuse and neglect. These are civil rights matters and it is not a pretty picture. There are psychiatrists that are so confident about all they have done that they are secretly planning to change and implement new plans to hone their craft and use it on unsuspecting people while convincing those they know, including familly members that I am to be their wimp.

If you don't care, then don't bother getting in touch with me. I want someone who has been successful in winning cases of merit. I will gladly pay you a sum of money for winning the case. I will pay you a partial payment that I can afford according to my income level to help you earn your keep for time and effort done on my behalf. Don't tell me nothing can be done. You wouldn't want this to happen to you!

God bless you. Any comments about what others have experienced are welcome. I don't need rebuttals. I don't care what you think anymore.

Meanqueen
Dover, Delaware
U.S.A.