Barbara
Phoenix,#2Consumer Comment
Sun, July 13, 2008
I was not comfortable with his new behavior after his return from PSI. It always felt like he was manipulated to believe the things PSI taught him. Moving out was really hard on him after I decided I couldn't take it any more. I was so tired of trying to make ends meet after he would spend all our money on this PSI crap. He had been my whole world for 20 years and he has built this fantasy about what's going on in his head, though, that he's the victim of a wife who gave up on our marriage for no reason. I guess I did give up. He makes himself out to be this innocent guy who just wants to play on the computer for stress relief, taking the PSI Life courses and I'm the one controlling his behavior. Some of our friends wonder what had happened and when I told them I came off sounding like I was a nut. Actually I wouldn't have believed it myself if this had happened to someone else. I took the time to tell him how I feel and how things were occasionally. But to no avail. I didn't avoid telling him that I love him or that I needed him and wanted him. I told him I would support him with anything except for this. I wanted him if he was willing to treat me like I deserve to be treated. As his wife not as some PSI Zombie. And yes, I can see how it feels like PSI IS controlling him. There were consequences to his behavior and losing your wife to a 9 hour a day computer game habit and internet relationships with his PSI friends/groups was a consequence to his behavior. He chose to hermit up with a computer and live with this PSI fantasy everyday and it was just too much. They are sad and lonely people little people who feel as if they had nothing in their lives before PSI and unfortunately he's on that path to his destruction. And even more unfortunately, I paid the price too. I lost my husband, my marriage and my financial security because of the choices he's made. It doesn't seem fair. I either live miserably with a man who's essentially cut himself off from real life (IE me) or I live miserably away from that man and at least the bills get paid. Computerized foreplay wasn't my idea of fun and apparently I didn't have equal video capabilities to hold his interest. This was the cost of PSI; MY MARRIAGE, My husband and our future together. I hate divorce and I hate PSI Seminars.
Barbara
Phoenix,#3Consumer Comment
Sat, July 05, 2008
X, I lost my husband to this PSI crap too. PSI is nothing more than a brainwashing con game.